You run the risk of ending up alone if you seek celebration or the spotlight instead of maintaining a small, comfortable light of grace and acceptability.
Fatigue is often less a physical condition than it is an emotional one, perhaps from exhausting your significance. Sleep doesn't always wipe everything clean. You can wake with a heavy, irritable feeling, with weight on your consciousness and your soul short of breath. On such a days it is okay to look up at the tree and long for the fruit of your choice instead of climbing. Be patient with yourself. You will ascend another day.